Friday, December 23, 2011

Together we'll find a way

Shirt: New Look Shorts: Peacocks Blazer: Primark Necklace: Ebay Hat: Tally Weijl Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Lipstick - Revlon Colorburst in Plum

I just found out I'm working on New Years Eve until midnight which is a bummer may I say, but ah well. Tears, and disappointment won't change anything. Neither will asking to have my shift change. Not going to go down that road. I knew I was going to end up working late either way, even though I had asked whether I'd be able to work in the morning or early afternoon.
I also took a specific month off, to be able to work on my two new assignments. Yet, last week I worked when they asked me too, of course I could've said no, but I was able to so I said yes. This week no shifts, but next week, even though I should be working on my assignments I was given 3 shifts. The New Years Eve shift, and two shifts on the days before that, as they had no one who was able to come on that day. I'd rather not comment. I should be on the other island, Malta, using my computer, working on my assignments instead of working just for 3 hours a day and not waste time on travelling. But ah well. Boohoo indeed. I'm meant to have until 16th January completely no shifts, except for either Christmas Eve and NYE. But apparently.. no.
I told my boyfriend that I'll be working on New Years Eve, and he said, even though you might miss the countdown, we'll have our own countdown. And it doesn't matter as long as we spend some time together. Which was really nice ! Actually really cute and squishy so I want to squish him when I see him :D

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Take a midnight stroll with me

Dress: Boohoo Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Hat: Tally Weijl Jewelry: Ebay

At the moment, I'm at a stressful point in my life. I'm slowly melting down, and feeling guilty when I take breaks, when I sleep.
I give one assignment in, I get two back in my face to start working on. It is tiring. That and the fact that I travel every weekend to get to my home island to go to work, not go out on weekends because I'm working till late at night or starting early in the morning. The fact that I can't work on my netbook from home because it's so tiny. I study programming, I make tacky programs for now, but I'm proud of them. So having a system which I can work on properly is a requirement.
I only have a week off from school. Holidays start on the 24th December and end 2nd January. That is pretty shocking for me.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

This shouldn't last forever

Jumper: H&M Jeans: Tally Weijl Loafers: Random Shop ? Ring: E-Bay
Found this song in my suggested videos. Enjoy !
Been listening to this band for 2 years, and am completely in love

My legs are not as 'chubby' in real life. The angle of the picture and those jeans, make me look a little fuller. Why do I still wear those jeans ? 'CAUSE THEY'RE COMFORTABLE !

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Bathe in the light..

Sheer Shirt: Peacocks Skirt: Primark Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Hat: Tally Weijl Rings(l-r): New Look, E-Bay, Peacocks
Wore this on Sunday Afternoon. I've lost the bid for this skirt so many times, and now it's finally mine. I'm in love.
It's so awkward wearing these kind of outfits in real life. I dream about them, crave them, want them, but when it comes to wearing my dream outfits in real life, I become scared. I'm afraid to be judged. Thing is, we're always going to be judged anyway. So eff that, and let's get on with our lives, wearing what we want, and living life the way we want to. As long as it's a good life, not murdering or anything !
I wore the Lita's for the 3rd or 4th time(not really sure) and I wore them for over 11 hours straight, and they were still so damn comfy.